EPM exam today, end of year 1
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
oh ya think about yesterday prac 7 i fail again lol, im really very discourage felt so lousy. im kind of a useless person useless person wont be a use for anyone im all just me but no 1 else should be in my life.
hell i go alone, i wont let anyone bother me. i with my own but no 1 else. i am gonna responsible for my own living, i wont give a shit of responsible to anyone accept for those who i take it as a brother.
about today is my EPM EXAM which is a last papper for this term gonna move on to 2nd year real soon. i hope i gonna score perfect for my EPM, after my EPM exam i went to meet the session head for a request on opting for facility system from process plant. facility and marine offshore is full. now i wanna squeeze myself in facility.
now the deal that set with my course session head is in a way that my ATTENDANT must not be below 95% for the 1st 1 month if i go below 95% of attendant i will not be able to get transfer over to facility system, i will remain in process plant. if i successfully transfer to facility system there's another deal; my attendant should be constantly 95% if ever below that i will get attritted from the school, which mean got expelled. it's such a risky deal.
from the beginning they ask my to fill in the form i chosen marine offshore, and now they say i didnt fill in the form fuck the school man! ITE make you shine? answer is totally bullshit.
Im a ITE student i know it clearly, there's a corrupted system behind the scene. after taking test or exam they will never return you the papper or letting you know the mark. because they will let the favoured student remain a good mark, those not favoured student who get A for their module their result will get tuned down to B or even C. because they don't want everyone to get A.
so it work like a gamble. there's way more corrupted school system that i not yet found out. so if you ever think of coming ITE think twice, few who got into the path they want and few who succeed.
but majority of people who graduated from ITE ended up no where, most of the ITE graduation manage to succeed it's because they seek for something other then ITE. so meaning not everyone will get good GPA point.
im definitly will never get a good GPA point due to my attendant and the hatred my lecture spill on me, because from my 1st time of schooling life till now i never boot lick any teacher or lecture.
i hate behaving like pet.
ITE grad is like a spare tire, when no more good O- level grads to recruit in any poly technic they will recruit in the spare tire which is the ITE grads, can you believe it how demoralize it is?
i ITE student is never a legal person, I have to fight through the corruption, because i just not called to be a legal successer.
by the way after the deal with the session head i make my way down to TAMPINES to meet XIN XIONG and the rest to hang out, glad AH BOON rent a car so he drove us back home, fun hanging out with them.
after all the hang and EXAM i make my way to the near by SSDC booth to book my prac 7 again + 3 TRIAL THEORY TEST, 2 for my revise 1 for my real TRIAL TEST.
my curse RTT expired, really very sad im just feel like killing myselve i got cursed by some legless spirit that carry really lots of hatred it been living in me since i was a kid, some form of undescripable source of spiritual being.
that's why i always fail, never ever look highly on me im just a guy who eat, shit, sleep, fail and die. depend on me and i will end up failing you.
i just a living being on earth who fail and same time fail people im just called to be a test.
i from kinder gadern failed to absorb ABC, i primary 1 to 6, never pass any core subject before for my entire primary 1 to 6 untill the retain stage where it not counted.
from sec 1 to sec 4 im the NORMAL TECHNICAL hero who fail and end up in the course that beyond my choice. through the 2 year of NI-TEC in bedok ITE i am the low GPA moron who study and talk alot and end up GPA 2+ never reach 3.
now my higher nitec my 1st year, 1st sem GPA point patherticly 2.4 after so much efford of studying those maths and AUTO CAD.
as i said im cursed. sad to say im hated by the world but only god who love me but no 1 else.
even work im also hated and failed. i always end up failed everyone. even those boss out there. now im looking for a good place to put myselve to sleep, 1 thing i want do during my death is smile; i wanna die smiling.
i think i end off here, FAILED PAUL WK.
......................................................................
oh ya think about yesterday prac 7 i fail again lol, im really very discourage felt so lousy. im kind of a useless person useless person wont be a use for anyone im all just me but no 1 else should be in my life.
hell i go alone, i wont let anyone bother me. i with my own but no 1 else. i am gonna responsible for my own living, i wont give a shit of responsible to anyone accept for those who i take it as a brother.
about today is my EPM EXAM which is a last papper for this term gonna move on to 2nd year real soon. i hope i gonna score perfect for my EPM, after my EPM exam i went to meet the session head for a request on opting for facility system from process plant. facility and marine offshore is full. now i wanna squeeze myself in facility.
now the deal that set with my course session head is in a way that my ATTENDANT must not be below 95% for the 1st 1 month if i go below 95% of attendant i will not be able to get transfer over to facility system, i will remain in process plant. if i successfully transfer to facility system there's another deal; my attendant should be constantly 95% if ever below that i will get attritted from the school, which mean got expelled. it's such a risky deal.
from the beginning they ask my to fill in the form i chosen marine offshore, and now they say i didnt fill in the form fuck the school man! ITE make you shine? answer is totally bullshit.
Im a ITE student i know it clearly, there's a corrupted system behind the scene. after taking test or exam they will never return you the papper or letting you know the mark. because they will let the favoured student remain a good mark, those not favoured student who get A for their module their result will get tuned down to B or even C. because they don't want everyone to get A.
so it work like a gamble. there's way more corrupted school system that i not yet found out. so if you ever think of coming ITE think twice, few who got into the path they want and few who succeed.
but majority of people who graduated from ITE ended up no where, most of the ITE graduation manage to succeed it's because they seek for something other then ITE. so meaning not everyone will get good GPA point.
im definitly will never get a good GPA point due to my attendant and the hatred my lecture spill on me, because from my 1st time of schooling life till now i never boot lick any teacher or lecture.
i hate behaving like pet.
ITE grad is like a spare tire, when no more good O- level grads to recruit in any poly technic they will recruit in the spare tire which is the ITE grads, can you believe it how demoralize it is?
i ITE student is never a legal person, I have to fight through the corruption, because i just not called to be a legal successer.
by the way after the deal with the session head i make my way down to TAMPINES to meet XIN XIONG and the rest to hang out, glad AH BOON rent a car so he drove us back home, fun hanging out with them.
after all the hang and EXAM i make my way to the near by SSDC booth to book my prac 7 again + 3 TRIAL THEORY TEST, 2 for my revise 1 for my real TRIAL TEST.
my curse RTT expired, really very sad im just feel like killing myselve i got cursed by some legless spirit that carry really lots of hatred it been living in me since i was a kid, some form of undescripable source of spiritual being.
that's why i always fail, never ever look highly on me im just a guy who eat, shit, sleep, fail and die. depend on me and i will end up failing you.
i just a living being on earth who fail and same time fail people im just called to be a test.
i from kinder gadern failed to absorb ABC, i primary 1 to 6, never pass any core subject before for my entire primary 1 to 6 untill the retain stage where it not counted.
from sec 1 to sec 4 im the NORMAL TECHNICAL hero who fail and end up in the course that beyond my choice. through the 2 year of NI-TEC in bedok ITE i am the low GPA moron who study and talk alot and end up GPA 2+ never reach 3.
now my higher nitec my 1st year, 1st sem GPA point patherticly 2.4 after so much efford of studying those maths and AUTO CAD.
as i said im cursed. sad to say im hated by the world but only god who love me but no 1 else.
even work im also hated and failed. i always end up failed everyone. even those boss out there. now im looking for a good place to put myselve to sleep, 1 thing i want do during my death is smile; i wanna die smiling.
i think i end off here, FAILED PAUL WK.
......................................................................
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