Sunday, August 22, 2010 bored till close to death.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
i got my concious back out from asleep; where i opened up my eye, feeling the light so bright, it just take me so hard to open my eye.
got up straight feeling the slight pain on my neck, tilted my head, feeling the stretch on my neck muscle.
after the stretch i reached my leg on the ground, stood up felt the blood rushing from my head to the bottom part of my body, where i feel my vision gone blank for a second, feeling the num on my neck to my hand. feel like asif a wind spinning in my head.
after a second i got my vision back, i step out of the room thinking what will i be doing? ; but there's nothing for me to do, look into my MOBILE phone to look for something to do, there is ZERO INBOX and ZERO incoming call.
i started thinking about the day before to recall what will i be doing? ; recall back a friend of my planned to go OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL for today, i started wonder why there's no inbox or any reminder about it, things just seems so silent.
suddently saw an incoming text in my phone, i look into it someone asking weather am i free today to work? ; i think about the O.C.H thingy i started to reply back to take a day off from working. but with my regretfull descision i got my day to an extreme bored.
regretfullness feeling up my nerve, telling me why did i even bother about my friend ideal, where it won't even earn me any money. was so pissed off burned by a frustration due to getting my day bored.
thinking what else can i do? ; decided to keep myself busy in computer game. but another pain in the ass spitted out to my ear, by my damn brother; saying what else can i do other then computer game like MAPLE STORY? . I was so pissed off by his question, but i just take a deep breath remain myself calm.
i started thinking; how dare he ask me this type of question?, don't he know for himself how much i unleashed the potential of this computer? and did he even remember how i use it to help him to make something out of it that he can't simply buy it with cash?.
but i did not spit those word out, i decided to just remain silent let him think for himself. but my heart is burned with anger, wondering how the hell he got the guards to look at me so lowly?.
yes i can admit i am an ITE student who been stereotyped by people out there that we are dumb. i will make sure they take back their words, i wont return the words back so nicely, i will starve those words back up their ass! . make sure their ass bleed with those words.
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1st thing to do is to always observe at the flow of people around, in order to clique with people we need to know what interest them. sometime their interest will seems abit wierd or even awkward; we should let down our pride and flow with their interest.
sometime pretending is still the best solution, but 1 dangerous things about pretending is we should not be use it on our close one. for an artist to clique with a commoner, they should pratice acting in the mirror. sometime as artist most importantly we need to gain inspiration through people around. an artist should put on a mask and not be who they are otherwise they will be misunderstood as a wierdo.
to prevent from being taken as a wierdo, mask should be put on. forcing ourself to be interested is still the better choice then to hurt people.
.....................................................................................
i got my concious back out from asleep; where i opened up my eye, feeling the light so bright, it just take me so hard to open my eye.
got up straight feeling the slight pain on my neck, tilted my head, feeling the stretch on my neck muscle.
after the stretch i reached my leg on the ground, stood up felt the blood rushing from my head to the bottom part of my body, where i feel my vision gone blank for a second, feeling the num on my neck to my hand. feel like asif a wind spinning in my head.
after a second i got my vision back, i step out of the room thinking what will i be doing? ; but there's nothing for me to do, look into my MOBILE phone to look for something to do, there is ZERO INBOX and ZERO incoming call.
i started thinking about the day before to recall what will i be doing? ; recall back a friend of my planned to go OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL for today, i started wonder why there's no inbox or any reminder about it, things just seems so silent.
suddently saw an incoming text in my phone, i look into it someone asking weather am i free today to work? ; i think about the O.C.H thingy i started to reply back to take a day off from working. but with my regretfull descision i got my day to an extreme bored.
regretfullness feeling up my nerve, telling me why did i even bother about my friend ideal, where it won't even earn me any money. was so pissed off burned by a frustration due to getting my day bored.
thinking what else can i do? ; decided to keep myself busy in computer game. but another pain in the ass spitted out to my ear, by my damn brother; saying what else can i do other then computer game like MAPLE STORY? . I was so pissed off by his question, but i just take a deep breath remain myself calm.
i started thinking; how dare he ask me this type of question?, don't he know for himself how much i unleashed the potential of this computer? and did he even remember how i use it to help him to make something out of it that he can't simply buy it with cash?.
but i did not spit those word out, i decided to just remain silent let him think for himself. but my heart is burned with anger, wondering how the hell he got the guards to look at me so lowly?.
yes i can admit i am an ITE student who been stereotyped by people out there that we are dumb. i will make sure they take back their words, i wont return the words back so nicely, i will starve those words back up their ass! . make sure their ass bleed with those words.
< >
1st thing to do is to always observe at the flow of people around, in order to clique with people we need to know what interest them. sometime their interest will seems abit wierd or even awkward; we should let down our pride and flow with their interest.sometime pretending is still the best solution, but 1 dangerous things about pretending is we should not be use it on our close one. for an artist to clique with a commoner, they should pratice acting in the mirror. sometime as artist most importantly we need to gain inspiration through people around. an artist should put on a mask and not be who they are otherwise they will be misunderstood as a wierdo.
to prevent from being taken as a wierdo, mask should be put on. forcing ourself to be interested is still the better choice then to hurt people.
.....................................................................................
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