Saturday, November 13, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
today got up from bed felt something missing; took a deep breath and realize im jobless. think of it what else should i do?
A whisper come accross my ear in a loud sence; today is service day, saturday PAUL! you should go for service, not putting any work or money 1st then service.
a message come to my mind; it's a whisper from GOD saying;"PAUL! you had been making yourselve busy and you neglected your time with me and think about it how whould i bless you?" suddently i replied in my heart;"damn! im now jobless, feeling so hopeless and depressed, think about no job making me felt more meaningless!" a whisper of replied came; "you should depend on my power and my blessing as you are created to depend on me, if you neglect spending time seeking for my present you will end up drawing further away and with you further away foolish ideal and thought will took over you: which is a SIN to my eye". i was thinking do this really make sence; thought of it, it actually make sense.
so i decided to go for service; coincidently XIN MEI TEXT me ask me to meet her at BRADELL at 3.30PM, i went to meet her to shop around and go service with her.
spend my time hanging around her, hearing her voice and look at her; thinking she also do struggler the same way as i do. worry about money, struggler in finance, seeing her getting through this kind of life, really encourage me.
God really know how to place people like her around to company me, having fun in a priceless way and a cheap way; in the same time also encourage me in lots of way.
went to BUGIS bought a spec and snap photo around at ILUMA, saw interesting things around shot it randomly:
HARRY POTTER is on hot season, it match christmass mode real well; although is still lnog way for christmas.
today service was great although i skip the sermon. the CHURCH really struck me with lots of message, i had not been attending service for very long, now it's time for me to go CHURCH.
the message appear on the screen; do not worry about money, wealth, job, project, lunce or dinner.
because im GOD, who you surpose to depend on. GOD send JESUS to die for all my burden for a reason.
i was tourch by the message and the WORSHIP SONGS. i was thinking; this word in the church is enougth to put me at rest.
but another problem is where's my income and money for me to survive, i can't even pay for my motor prac.
suddently around after CHURCH i went to KFC to meet JABEZ and XIN MEI for dinner, my uncler suddently transfer S$20 to my account; it's a blessing + i see S$200+ close to 300 in my ledge balance, wondering where does the money come from?
i was thinking it's really surprising, really thank GOD i can pay for my motor prac, tommorrow i going to book my prac 6.
GOD don't just use word but his action really speak out loud. i gonna treasure those money.
hanged around with XIN MEI till late night:
after the dinner at KFC got pang seh by JABEZ, so left with XIN MEI; so we hanged around randomly and chit chat.
go around town area, walked from PLAZA SINGAPURA to OCHART CENTRAL and to CINELEISURE.
took lots of photo around randomly.
slack for a drink and ice cream, talk about going to prawning soon. never prawn with XIN MEI before gonna try prawning after a long year of the last time i prawn.
gonna ask JOSEPH LUM and HUI YANG to come along for prawning soon, never gether as a group for some time already.
so i can share life with them, i am thinking of going for this coming week CARE GROUP gethering, never went for care group for so long from the day i start working.
time for me to learn how to manage CHURCH and WORK properly.
god really so gracefull he see me do lots of rubbish like smoking to the extend where my concerquence came and get me by getting caught by JEAN TOH not for the 1st time; it's the 2nd time already, but yet she still give me a chance by asking me to get my hair done.
so i don't have to pay summan, things whouldn't go that gracefull it's obviously because of god is not to blind to look.
grace is a blessing that i don't deserve, but god still give me grace.
that's why as human being never take god grace for granted.
here come the PANORAMIC photo i take from the OCHART CENTRAL roof gardern:
took a night rider home after the hang out.
im so gonna book my prac tommorrow. a good night after all.
gonna find a job soon. those money won't last at all, sure will gone; nothing will last only the word of god will last.
GOOD night to XIN MEI, JABEZ, HUI YANG, JOSEPH LUM, to all ma good friend and all those who take me as a good friend^^.
wish to see their faces for this coming christmas. sounds random isn't it; never mind just take me as a mad guy if that make you feel better.
.....................................................................................
today got up from bed felt something missing; took a deep breath and realize im jobless. think of it what else should i do?
A whisper come accross my ear in a loud sence; today is service day, saturday PAUL! you should go for service, not putting any work or money 1st then service.
a message come to my mind; it's a whisper from GOD saying;"PAUL! you had been making yourselve busy and you neglected your time with me and think about it how whould i bless you?" suddently i replied in my heart;"damn! im now jobless, feeling so hopeless and depressed, think about no job making me felt more meaningless!" a whisper of replied came; "you should depend on my power and my blessing as you are created to depend on me, if you neglect spending time seeking for my present you will end up drawing further away and with you further away foolish ideal and thought will took over you: which is a SIN to my eye". i was thinking do this really make sence; thought of it, it actually make sense.
so i decided to go for service; coincidently XIN MEI TEXT me ask me to meet her at BRADELL at 3.30PM, i went to meet her to shop around and go service with her.
spend my time hanging around her, hearing her voice and look at her; thinking she also do struggler the same way as i do. worry about money, struggler in finance, seeing her getting through this kind of life, really encourage me.
God really know how to place people like her around to company me, having fun in a priceless way and a cheap way; in the same time also encourage me in lots of way.
went to BUGIS bought a spec and snap photo around at ILUMA, saw interesting things around shot it randomly:
HARRY POTTER is on hot season, it match christmass mode real well; although is still lnog way for christmas.
today service was great although i skip the sermon. the CHURCH really struck me with lots of message, i had not been attending service for very long, now it's time for me to go CHURCH.
the message appear on the screen; do not worry about money, wealth, job, project, lunce or dinner.
because im GOD, who you surpose to depend on. GOD send JESUS to die for all my burden for a reason.
i was tourch by the message and the WORSHIP SONGS. i was thinking; this word in the church is enougth to put me at rest.
but another problem is where's my income and money for me to survive, i can't even pay for my motor prac.
suddently around after CHURCH i went to KFC to meet JABEZ and XIN MEI for dinner, my uncler suddently transfer S$20 to my account; it's a blessing + i see S$200+ close to 300 in my ledge balance, wondering where does the money come from?
i was thinking it's really surprising, really thank GOD i can pay for my motor prac, tommorrow i going to book my prac 6.
GOD don't just use word but his action really speak out loud. i gonna treasure those money.
hanged around with XIN MEI till late night:
after the dinner at KFC got pang seh by JABEZ, so left with XIN MEI; so we hanged around randomly and chit chat.
go around town area, walked from PLAZA SINGAPURA to OCHART CENTRAL and to CINELEISURE.
took lots of photo around randomly.
slack for a drink and ice cream, talk about going to prawning soon. never prawn with XIN MEI before gonna try prawning after a long year of the last time i prawn.
gonna ask JOSEPH LUM and HUI YANG to come along for prawning soon, never gether as a group for some time already.
so i can share life with them, i am thinking of going for this coming week CARE GROUP gethering, never went for care group for so long from the day i start working.
time for me to learn how to manage CHURCH and WORK properly.
god really so gracefull he see me do lots of rubbish like smoking to the extend where my concerquence came and get me by getting caught by JEAN TOH not for the 1st time; it's the 2nd time already, but yet she still give me a chance by asking me to get my hair done.
so i don't have to pay summan, things whouldn't go that gracefull it's obviously because of god is not to blind to look.
grace is a blessing that i don't deserve, but god still give me grace.
that's why as human being never take god grace for granted.
here come the PANORAMIC photo i take from the OCHART CENTRAL roof gardern:
took a night rider home after the hang out.
im so gonna book my prac tommorrow. a good night after all.
gonna find a job soon. those money won't last at all, sure will gone; nothing will last only the word of god will last.
GOOD night to XIN MEI, JABEZ, HUI YANG, JOSEPH LUM, to all ma good friend and all those who take me as a good friend^^.
wish to see their faces for this coming christmas. sounds random isn't it; never mind just take me as a mad guy if that make you feel better.
.....................................................................................
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