today kind of lifeless.
Monday, May 23, 2011
draw out randomly:
school at 8AM to 3.30PM , after school head down to work with XIN XIONG coming along for interview. screw the new head chef; for posting him to drink counter, i know that the drink counter is in need of people; but paying him $5 per hour is damn ridiculous, my as well go work at macdonald be a burger heater instead.
in need of people still wanna give so low pay to my friend, the previous head chef JING is even better then the new head cheff.
haiz..! it's some how beyond my control, let the job be done by it self. there's nothing i can do, if the job done by it self worst thing is to come shale see.
they better increase my friend pay to $6 or above, if not the company will sure suffer and the country as well. they cannot say singaporean dont take the job can get china worker, it's because the hard working spirit of the china worker will drain the country money and grow their own land. while singaporean will just die out. the government always have a team of strategic that's why they wanna text every company in singapore for hiring china worker.
having PR is good but not too much it will make the country standard become low; where people want to step in and out the hell they like as they please where our pride will just go down. the good thing about having PR is we socialize and be a multi racial where lots of country citizen lives in so it become like a home to every other country. 1 reason no 1 will dare to attack their own home.
to motivate people to work obviously increase the pay, profit should meet the needs not the thing they want.
the worst is to come, by the way another posibility is maybe singapore want their own singaporean to be the head not the tail, but it's also base on the charactor of the head chef. i just dont want to mention all the crap thing about the new head chef i not that cruel to gossip about it.
shale see.
they been blaming me for not being responsible in my work schedule, the reason why im late it's because i got school before that. my class schedule is really messy changes come in randomly without a sign in advance. they wont understand how piss off it's.
i still want to study to earn a cert, i have my reason why i not into my work as much as the rest it's because it wont bring me further any where.
don't be so cruel towards me theirs always something comes in return for a pay back, it's because god is not blind. you may think why theirs war and disaster if god is not blind?
it's because we create it our self, i want it this way make do it that's why god alow it as we please, there's a reason why blind man do exist, it's because for a reason; where if he gain his sight to look, you will never know what he gonna do that harms a mass.
u will never know what if that poor guy is reach? he or she may do something worst then the riches evil man who currently exist now.
my suggestion is let 1 of the manager or service person to go do drink instead for the time being. because their paid higher need to show the reason why.
i been working for quite long i realize im stuck, there's no where further i can learn already. things is getting the routined without any new stuff to absorb.
by the way im currently now financially breaking down, that's really bad. gonna lost those meaning of life soon, heading down to my grave real soon already. i see no sign of hope, smell no hope, touch no hope and hopelessness is in my heart.
think about my process of getting my bike license also breaking me down. i find no meaning of living, in the 1st place i cant even find a meaning or hope in life, obviously im no power to take care of another life definitely.
how useless and powerless i am. i can't love anyone the way i should due to such hopelessness, it gonna bring hopelessness to others instead. i rather stay on to my self and die with it, instead of spreading it.
stop by here going to wash my self up and think about it, gonna dig for a sign to find the symbol to locate the sign of the map to hope. that's really a damn long way.
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should i write any story? i must have a reason to write if not its pointless. wasting my time.
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draw out randomly:
school at 8AM to 3.30PM , after school head down to work with XIN XIONG coming along for interview. screw the new head chef; for posting him to drink counter, i know that the drink counter is in need of people; but paying him $5 per hour is damn ridiculous, my as well go work at macdonald be a burger heater instead.
in need of people still wanna give so low pay to my friend, the previous head chef JING is even better then the new head cheff.
haiz..! it's some how beyond my control, let the job be done by it self. there's nothing i can do, if the job done by it self worst thing is to come shale see.
they better increase my friend pay to $6 or above, if not the company will sure suffer and the country as well. they cannot say singaporean dont take the job can get china worker, it's because the hard working spirit of the china worker will drain the country money and grow their own land. while singaporean will just die out. the government always have a team of strategic that's why they wanna text every company in singapore for hiring china worker.
having PR is good but not too much it will make the country standard become low; where people want to step in and out the hell they like as they please where our pride will just go down. the good thing about having PR is we socialize and be a multi racial where lots of country citizen lives in so it become like a home to every other country. 1 reason no 1 will dare to attack their own home.
to motivate people to work obviously increase the pay, profit should meet the needs not the thing they want.
the worst is to come, by the way another posibility is maybe singapore want their own singaporean to be the head not the tail, but it's also base on the charactor of the head chef. i just dont want to mention all the crap thing about the new head chef i not that cruel to gossip about it.
shale see.
they been blaming me for not being responsible in my work schedule, the reason why im late it's because i got school before that. my class schedule is really messy changes come in randomly without a sign in advance. they wont understand how piss off it's.
i still want to study to earn a cert, i have my reason why i not into my work as much as the rest it's because it wont bring me further any where.
don't be so cruel towards me theirs always something comes in return for a pay back, it's because god is not blind. you may think why theirs war and disaster if god is not blind?
it's because we create it our self, i want it this way make do it that's why god alow it as we please, there's a reason why blind man do exist, it's because for a reason; where if he gain his sight to look, you will never know what he gonna do that harms a mass.
u will never know what if that poor guy is reach? he or she may do something worst then the riches evil man who currently exist now.
my suggestion is let 1 of the manager or service person to go do drink instead for the time being. because their paid higher need to show the reason why.
i been working for quite long i realize im stuck, there's no where further i can learn already. things is getting the routined without any new stuff to absorb.
by the way im currently now financially breaking down, that's really bad. gonna lost those meaning of life soon, heading down to my grave real soon already. i see no sign of hope, smell no hope, touch no hope and hopelessness is in my heart.
think about my process of getting my bike license also breaking me down. i find no meaning of living, in the 1st place i cant even find a meaning or hope in life, obviously im no power to take care of another life definitely.
how useless and powerless i am. i can't love anyone the way i should due to such hopelessness, it gonna bring hopelessness to others instead. i rather stay on to my self and die with it, instead of spreading it.
stop by here going to wash my self up and think about it, gonna dig for a sign to find the symbol to locate the sign of the map to hope. that's really a damn long way.
< >
should i write any story? i must have a reason to write if not its pointless. wasting my time.
.................................................................
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9:33 AM
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