damn it for today!
Friday, January 6, 2012
today did a drawing:
was trying to clear off my worry; so i did a drawing. hope it help, story line for this is really long; i should write down in a book 1st. make sure my english improve 1st before i can type it out.
damn!! today is the NS MEDICAL check up date; screw my life seriously. i seriously so screwed up!
few month back i remember i check the letter it stated 7 JANUARY 2012. now look at it; it stated 6 JANUARY 2012, which is today.
suppose to be at KHOO TECK PUAT HOSPITAL for the medical checkup at 8.30am. why life flow this way?
now i missed it; wonder it is an offence? for god sake.
have to wait till monday to call for the damn mindef medical shit. now i don;t know what to do seriously. i kept the letter properly in my bag. can;t believe can end up seeing the detail wrongly.
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update for the pass few day which i missed out.
i did a drawing out of bored and emotionally down; things happen to the extend which i wanna get out of this world to run to some where which will make me really at rest:
Thursday, January 5, 2012. was bored on this day actually; stucked at home; gladly didn't go to school; because school haven't open.
so text TOBIAS he said; he at home. gladly ANQI text me; so i told her im stucked at home with boredom. so nice of her to call me out; thats great; went to shop at BUGIS with her, JOSEPHINE and BERNEDETTE.
actually what give me an inspiration to draw this; it's because i shopped around bugis. seeing shop around with price tag; making me wonder what if everything is free of charge. how i wish everything free haha.
so i draw this picture out; i got no ideal how heaven gonna look like; so i roughly sketch it out with all i have in my mine.
the rest of the shot.
i snap 3 shot to pick 1 best out of the 3 shot. thats why there's 3.
for the Tuesday, January 3, 2012: went to MACRITCHIE for a run with TOBIAS, ANQI and SHI XUAN. quite a tiring 1:
i snap this; look like kids playing catching right?
run for a few long distance which enough to make me pend. show you what i bring back from there:
this is really an unforgettable day.
actually what makes things memorable is actually bad things that happen. especially injuries it left a mark on the body which will remind us how we get it.
not so bad i take this as a good thing. fell off the tree due to trying to show off my terrane show.
take photo randomly around too; upload some only. lazy to wait for all the photo to be up here. all my photo i uploaded it in FACEBOOK.
i think i should not depend on facebook in saving photo; i should have a personal storage for photo, so it will be a good memory to look back.
good thing about MACRITCHIE is: there's place to shower and locker to keep our item safe.
another photo which we try to take together but seems impossible, because; 1 person have to be the damn camera man:
that can roughly show who are there.
i think i should upload some photo to show how the running area look like:
thats all for the MACRITCHIE thinging.
this coming sunday will be going there again; try to call my sis and her friend along for that run. a friend of my sis named CLAUDINE CHAN request; wanting to KAYAK at the reservoir. quite a good i deal but i don't want to jack my group member plan of running.
hope everyone stick to the same activity.
oh ya i also have to upload about the Thursday, January 5, 2012 LG STEAM BOAT AND TEPANYAKI thinging.
my group member came over to my mom place at TECK WHYE for LG; a great steam boat we had. bought alot of vege because JOSEPHINE fasting from meat. she can only eat vege; thats great.
who was there is TOBIAS, JAMIE TAN, JOSEPHINE, ABIGAIL PY(my sis), my MOM and me ofcause.
sad short of someone which is the atmosphere producer: ANQI!! she wasn't around due to idle sick or not enough sleep. i think can consider sick. even if not enough sleep also as good as sick. wonder why she abuse her self damn!
but the LG still goes on fine without her. ut obviously with her around will be better.
oh ya! i remember OLIVER wasn't around for the LG too. he say he coming ended up as good as no notice. his responsibility level still got long way to go for me to intro him any LOBANG or job. priority go to someone else already; his current situation is definitely not in the list; till he gonna do something about it to prove me wrong.
photo of the Thursday, January 5, 2012 LG steam boat:
i really wanna thank god for everything, he never fail to move my LG. 3 person not around; yet he still place my sis around to help move the LG.
that's some of the photo, can't possibly upload all. i won't be able to wait. all at face book.
there's a photo which moved my heart; make me started thinking alot:
thats my mom and sis.
i remember few year back my mom wasn't look like this. time passed by went through alot of hardship; especially the CHINATOWN and CLARKQUAY time. she went through alot, im there to see almost everything and process.
last time those society she formed in CHINATOWN and CLARKQUAY. its really a tough journey.
those hardship she went through; my dad wasn't around to be there for her. she was abandoned alone without any education and wealth.
she fought through those hardship open up 2 place of gambling area at CLARK QUAY and CHINA TOWN. she have to face all those hooligan and her place was filled with cigarette smoke. she have to tolerate this kind of damn environment for years; just to provide for my sibling and me.
the business she ran wasn't a pleasing one to GOD eye. but god still graceful to bless her and educate her.
during those process i remember my dad wasn't at her side yet not even provide any room for her. now i look at my area i see no room for my mom. that's really pain to my eye. my grandmother occupied the master bed room.
all my father side relative got room and space for my grandmother but none of them provide any room for her. my grandmother should be staying at my father elder brother JIMSON place.
out of the damn self fist and cruelthy of his damn wife; he dump his own mom out of the house. his house have room for her but; he still wanna dump her.
i believe GOD eye won't be so blind to see all this.
GOD still provide a house for my mom at TECK WHYE. she abandon her CLARK QUAY and CHINATOWN for a decent life. GOD really at work.
i remember those few year back which i still at my NITEC time: ITE BEDOK. everytime after school i head to CHINATOWN to meet my mom.
she even open up a room at CLARK QUAY for my LG to use. my previous group member get to see the environment. it's really a stumbling to my lg member.
all those day had passed now; life seems to be much more decent. those days i remember; KELVIN LEONG, KENNETH CHIA, SHAUN CHEN, VICTOR CHIN, JAEDEN XM, SHAWN LUM, JAMES TIRAPON and not sure who. those people did see the place.
those people carry memory of the place and days.
........................................................................................
today did a drawing:
was trying to clear off my worry; so i did a drawing. hope it help, story line for this is really long; i should write down in a book 1st. make sure my english improve 1st before i can type it out.
damn!! today is the NS MEDICAL check up date; screw my life seriously. i seriously so screwed up!
few month back i remember i check the letter it stated 7 JANUARY 2012. now look at it; it stated 6 JANUARY 2012, which is today.
suppose to be at KHOO TECK PUAT HOSPITAL for the medical checkup at 8.30am. why life flow this way?
now i missed it; wonder it is an offence? for god sake.
have to wait till monday to call for the damn mindef medical shit. now i don;t know what to do seriously. i kept the letter properly in my bag. can;t believe can end up seeing the detail wrongly.
< >
update for the pass few day which i missed out.
i did a drawing out of bored and emotionally down; things happen to the extend which i wanna get out of this world to run to some where which will make me really at rest:
Thursday, January 5, 2012. was bored on this day actually; stucked at home; gladly didn't go to school; because school haven't open.so text TOBIAS he said; he at home. gladly ANQI text me; so i told her im stucked at home with boredom. so nice of her to call me out; thats great; went to shop at BUGIS with her, JOSEPHINE and BERNEDETTE.
actually what give me an inspiration to draw this; it's because i shopped around bugis. seeing shop around with price tag; making me wonder what if everything is free of charge. how i wish everything free haha.
so i draw this picture out; i got no ideal how heaven gonna look like; so i roughly sketch it out with all i have in my mine.
the rest of the shot.
i snap 3 shot to pick 1 best out of the 3 shot. thats why there's 3.
for the Tuesday, January 3, 2012: went to MACRITCHIE for a run with TOBIAS, ANQI and SHI XUAN. quite a tiring 1:
i snap this; look like kids playing catching right?
run for a few long distance which enough to make me pend. show you what i bring back from there:
this is really an unforgettable day.actually what makes things memorable is actually bad things that happen. especially injuries it left a mark on the body which will remind us how we get it.
not so bad i take this as a good thing. fell off the tree due to trying to show off my terrane show.
take photo randomly around too; upload some only. lazy to wait for all the photo to be up here. all my photo i uploaded it in FACEBOOK.
i think i should not depend on facebook in saving photo; i should have a personal storage for photo, so it will be a good memory to look back.
good thing about MACRITCHIE is: there's place to shower and locker to keep our item safe.
another photo which we try to take together but seems impossible, because; 1 person have to be the damn camera man:
that can roughly show who are there.
i think i should upload some photo to show how the running area look like:
thats all for the MACRITCHIE thinging.this coming sunday will be going there again; try to call my sis and her friend along for that run. a friend of my sis named CLAUDINE CHAN request; wanting to KAYAK at the reservoir. quite a good i deal but i don't want to jack my group member plan of running.
hope everyone stick to the same activity.
oh ya i also have to upload about the Thursday, January 5, 2012 LG STEAM BOAT AND TEPANYAKI thinging.
my group member came over to my mom place at TECK WHYE for LG; a great steam boat we had. bought alot of vege because JOSEPHINE fasting from meat. she can only eat vege; thats great.
who was there is TOBIAS, JAMIE TAN, JOSEPHINE, ABIGAIL PY(my sis), my MOM and me ofcause.
sad short of someone which is the atmosphere producer: ANQI!! she wasn't around due to idle sick or not enough sleep. i think can consider sick. even if not enough sleep also as good as sick. wonder why she abuse her self damn!
but the LG still goes on fine without her. ut obviously with her around will be better.
oh ya! i remember OLIVER wasn't around for the LG too. he say he coming ended up as good as no notice. his responsibility level still got long way to go for me to intro him any LOBANG or job. priority go to someone else already; his current situation is definitely not in the list; till he gonna do something about it to prove me wrong.
photo of the Thursday, January 5, 2012 LG steam boat:
i really wanna thank god for everything, he never fail to move my LG. 3 person not around; yet he still place my sis around to help move the LG.
that's some of the photo, can't possibly upload all. i won't be able to wait. all at face book.
there's a photo which moved my heart; make me started thinking alot:
thats my mom and sis.i remember few year back my mom wasn't look like this. time passed by went through alot of hardship; especially the CHINATOWN and CLARKQUAY time. she went through alot, im there to see almost everything and process.
last time those society she formed in CHINATOWN and CLARKQUAY. its really a tough journey.
those hardship she went through; my dad wasn't around to be there for her. she was abandoned alone without any education and wealth.
she fought through those hardship open up 2 place of gambling area at CLARK QUAY and CHINA TOWN. she have to face all those hooligan and her place was filled with cigarette smoke. she have to tolerate this kind of damn environment for years; just to provide for my sibling and me.
the business she ran wasn't a pleasing one to GOD eye. but god still graceful to bless her and educate her.
during those process i remember my dad wasn't at her side yet not even provide any room for her. now i look at my area i see no room for my mom. that's really pain to my eye. my grandmother occupied the master bed room.
all my father side relative got room and space for my grandmother but none of them provide any room for her. my grandmother should be staying at my father elder brother JIMSON place.
out of the damn self fist and cruelthy of his damn wife; he dump his own mom out of the house. his house have room for her but; he still wanna dump her.
i believe GOD eye won't be so blind to see all this.
GOD still provide a house for my mom at TECK WHYE. she abandon her CLARK QUAY and CHINATOWN for a decent life. GOD really at work.
i remember those few year back which i still at my NITEC time: ITE BEDOK. everytime after school i head to CHINATOWN to meet my mom.
she even open up a room at CLARK QUAY for my LG to use. my previous group member get to see the environment. it's really a stumbling to my lg member.
all those day had passed now; life seems to be much more decent. those days i remember; KELVIN LEONG, KENNETH CHIA, SHAUN CHEN, VICTOR CHIN, JAEDEN XM, SHAWN LUM, JAMES TIRAPON and not sure who. those people did see the place.
those people carry memory of the place and days.
........................................................................................
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