not needed to be there, unreliable to be there.
Friday, January 20, 2012
not needed to be there, not reliable to be there. human is created with a duty, once they are exiled in a area where they got no duty; they will feel real damned and worthless.
its normal for a unwanted to head away to a area where he can serve and to be rely on. everyone will want to have a sense of belonging in a family. once the sense of family gone; i felt real purposeless. everything goes like a system instead.
flow in system but not flowing in as family. family goes naturally and freestyle, while system goes in routine and schedule.
felt purposeless and useless. i should start looking for somewhere; where i can be belong to. gonna find it.
it will be hard going through those junk and wasteland. felt so sucked up, difficulty seeing what's ahead.
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not needed to be there, not reliable to be there. human is created with a duty, once they are exiled in a area where they got no duty; they will feel real damned and worthless.

flow in system but not flowing in as family. family goes naturally and freestyle, while system goes in routine and schedule.
felt purposeless and useless. i should start looking for somewhere; where i can be belong to. gonna find it.
it will be hard going through those junk and wasteland. felt so sucked up, difficulty seeing what's ahead.
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