not needed to be there, unreliable to be there.
Friday, January 20, 2012
not needed to be there, not reliable to be there. human is created with a duty, once they are exiled in a area where they got no duty; they will feel real damned and worthless.
its normal for a unwanted to head away to a area where he can serve and to be rely on. everyone will want to have a sense of belonging in a family. once the sense of family gone; i felt real purposeless. everything goes like a system instead.
flow in system but not flowing in as family. family goes naturally and freestyle, while system goes in routine and schedule.
felt purposeless and useless. i should start looking for somewhere; where i can be belong to. gonna find it.
it will be hard going through those junk and wasteland. felt so sucked up, difficulty seeing what's ahead.
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not needed to be there, not reliable to be there. human is created with a duty, once they are exiled in a area where they got no duty; they will feel real damned and worthless.
its normal for a unwanted to head away to a area where he can serve and to be rely on. everyone will want to have a sense of belonging in a family. once the sense of family gone; i felt real purposeless. everything goes like a system instead.
flow in system but not flowing in as family. family goes naturally and freestyle, while system goes in routine and schedule.
felt purposeless and useless. i should start looking for somewhere; where i can be belong to. gonna find it.
it will be hard going through those junk and wasteland. felt so sucked up, difficulty seeing what's ahead.
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