Thursday, March 7, 2013

Thursday, March 7, 2013 currently having my few days of break time, before flying of to India. i break started on last Tuesday night till this coming Sunday than followed by Monday flying off. really Sianz..!

This Photo keep me going. this is the day before i enlist, my good friends spend their time eating with me. it was that night on 2 AUGUST 2012. went to had some fish ball noodle at some where which i not sure where.

who was there is Shawn, Joshua, Stanley and Hui Yang. Stanley didn't appear inside, because he's the 1 taking the photo for me. thanks to such steady friends like them, friends for the years that past till today and we are still friends. in the past we went through conflict, disappointment and etc. but till now forgiveness its the thing that preserve friendship. i remember the 1st day i enlist i feel damn confined and hated the place i in, i hated my camp, hated my bunk, hated those high rank personnel and hated my commanders. hate those big shot who talk alot, hated those interview which doesn't help a thing. PC interview its just talking for God sake nothing will even gonna happen, the feeling of tired but couldn't had the enough sleep, the feeling of getting turned out when you try to sleep. the 3rd day of my army life i got turned out at 3AM+ to 4AM some where that damn timing, i couldn't forget that damn moment, those damn commander treated us like Dog, shouted us as good as forcing the Dog to fly. giving unrealistic timing. till now some of the commander really a big time fucker, the moment they angry they Tekan us, give us unrealistic timing to fall in, give us unrealistic timing to knocking down. example 1 second to push up position and another 1 second of change to jumping jet position. when we couldn't meet the timing, they scolded and shouted at us:"why....! wanna take your own sweet time!! is it? you fucking hell hurry up!!". so and so, like a hooligan. even Dog owner don't treat their Dog like that. i remember some where end Sept 2012 BMT Period Field Camp, the way they wake us up worst then waking a Dog up. they throw thunder flair in our sleeping area. everyone wake up with a shock. the sergeant happily shout:"Turn Out..!". the area where we sleep its at URBAN OPs area. that was when field camp. they give us 2 minute to fall in outside with everything on, the problem is the place its too dark can't see anything and we need time to pack our field pack and item. some people hang and dry their clothing have to put it back on, we couldn't do it due to can't see a thing. those commander bloody hell, still keep on shouting:"how long you guys wanna take, cannot meet the fucking timing is it?!! whole lot knock it down!! you all bloody Gu Nian!!!" obviously cant meet the timing, the place so dark cant see anything how to pack and how to put on my boots. end up punish us like Dog, like as if we murdered some body. that moment i damn piss off, everyone around who get torture to that extend felt really pissed off. felt like we got forced to fly while the fact is we got no wing. i ask some people around, they got the same mine set as me say:"if really war time everyone will save 1 bullet for the commander head, we will still fight to protect this country from enemy and also protect our fellow soldier from those commander who like to torture us. we won't forget that moment of how they treat us, they didn't make us stronger, they didn't train us but just force us around and make us suffer out of their fun sake".

thats the countdown i make to POP. now i got a new Calender which count down toward ORD. we went through shit, who ever there with me its the those fellow mono intake. i wonder why do those commander like to torture people, didn't they went through suffering before, yet they still wanna make the man suffer?

that's the day i remember my very 1st book out. after getting confined for 2 weeks, finally the moment of book out its like step out from the gate; seeing the outside air and breath it, feeling the car move by and look around seeing how happy the people around is to meet their girl friend, friends and parents. the very 1st book out its like the best moment. treasure the short moment of civilian life. by the way what i try to say its Soldier have to obey the command. but there;s many different way of obeying. Obey out of fear and Obey out of respect. those commander that make soldier obey out of fear, its a bad ideal. when the soldier got the convenient to against the commander, they will do so. respect have to be earn not forced. by the way yesterday i went to Bukit Batok Driving Centre for my very 1st practical lesson for my class 2A. i have to repeat the Prac 1 again. hmm..! money wasted. today suppose to be the repeat of my prac 1. but im too tired couldn;t make it. i try sell my practical lesson, but couldn't sell it, so my money gone to waste. not sure they manage to sell or just keep the money. im thinking even if they didn't sell its not a lost for them, if i didnt go i wont be there wasting their fuel. most likely it seem like i got cheated. i can;t make it they could have just transfer the money back into my acc not eat the money away, im not there means i didn't touch their bike or use their fuel and the instructor can focus more attention on the rest of the rider. < > looked back for something to post:

that's my Birthday Celebration at TODAI BUFFET restaurant @ MARINA BAY SAND. that's on 2 days after my Birthday, JAN 27 2013. my actual B.day its on Jan 25, but im in out field training. damn sian! glad my dad make a late celebration treat for me. one 1 the best quality buffet i ever eat.