confusing still; my heart 70% recover, my mind still not much.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
today is thursday; LG take place @ ma mom house. abit screwed up. but after all lg only have 4 people: VINCENT CHIN, JAMIE TAN, TOBIAS and me.
some how pathetic, but thank god VINCENT came. so lg become a little more superb.
today i don't really have picture to upload.
today the night after the lg spend time chit chat with TOBIAS share life and problem to him. i have to account things to him; but not all obviously.
certain thing can be share, certain thing no....!
today LG is watch: BRUCE ALMIGHTY. old show but very good movie. although it's not my 1st time watching; still feels entertained; if i got that power it will be good.
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by the way my uncler brought back 2 guitar; 1 acoustic and 1 classical. that's really great now total i got 3 guitar aredy. so 1 can just be a display.
now im over blessed with guitar, wad am i gonna do with it? the guitar just come to me like that; i didn't do anything or work toward getting. but it come to me like that. im some how quite touch by the blessing, it's overloading. im still unworthy and i don't deserve it.
by the way today i woke up in the morning; was at ANG MO KIO house. i woke up with blank mind; bit by bit those problem flow into my mind to haunt me. emotionally gonna get ruined; quickly i look for my HARMONICA: i couldn't find it. bloody piss off searching around turning thing upside down; still i fucking didn't able to find my damn HARMONICA.
i keep punching the wall continously, felt so pissed off; wondering where can my HARMONICA be?
it means alot to me, when ever im down or felt so trapped; its there for me to breath it out.
that's my damn harmonica! i just cant find it, wonder where can find it back. i remember the last time i play with it is yesterday evening: i remember very clearly i was at the sofa sitting down dwelling at those damn problem.
i gonna go back to AMK to hunt for it back. now im currently at CHUA CHU KANG area; feeling so worry that my HARMONICA will be lost forever. no i need it back.
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today is thursday; LG take place @ ma mom house. abit screwed up. but after all lg only have 4 people: VINCENT CHIN, JAMIE TAN, TOBIAS and me.
some how pathetic, but thank god VINCENT came. so lg become a little more superb.
today i don't really have picture to upload.
today the night after the lg spend time chit chat with TOBIAS share life and problem to him. i have to account things to him; but not all obviously.
certain thing can be share, certain thing no....!
today LG is watch: BRUCE ALMIGHTY. old show but very good movie. although it's not my 1st time watching; still feels entertained; if i got that power it will be good.
< >
by the way my uncler brought back 2 guitar; 1 acoustic and 1 classical. that's really great now total i got 3 guitar aredy. so 1 can just be a display.
now im over blessed with guitar, wad am i gonna do with it? the guitar just come to me like that; i didn't do anything or work toward getting. but it come to me like that. im some how quite touch by the blessing, it's overloading. im still unworthy and i don't deserve it.
by the way today i woke up in the morning; was at ANG MO KIO house. i woke up with blank mind; bit by bit those problem flow into my mind to haunt me. emotionally gonna get ruined; quickly i look for my HARMONICA: i couldn't find it. bloody piss off searching around turning thing upside down; still i fucking didn't able to find my damn HARMONICA.
i keep punching the wall continously, felt so pissed off; wondering where can my HARMONICA be?
it means alot to me, when ever im down or felt so trapped; its there for me to breath it out.
that's my damn harmonica! i just cant find it, wonder where can find it back. i remember the last time i play with it is yesterday evening: i remember very clearly i was at the sofa sitting down dwelling at those damn problem.
i gonna go back to AMK to hunt for it back. now im currently at CHUA CHU KANG area; feeling so worry that my HARMONICA will be lost forever. no i need it back.
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