im becoming a monk soon, see no sign of getting out of my monk hood.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
i donno what photo to put, this is a art of a melted clock by which i not sure who. there's meaning in it.
ton over from yesterday till today. went to TIMBRE for a drink and it's ISAAC BDAY; wish him a happy 1!.
after the night at TIMBRE ton over for the morning lan gaming. i didn't attend service for a reason; i don't want to affect anyone. by the way i go or never go make no different.
i missed out or never missed out it make no different to anyone. i also partly will be the loner there; with different era of people. by the way my sunday is wasted off; i reaches back home from the ton @ 9AM+. i felt really tired but i should not sleep yet, till i get my things done. install back all the software in my lab top; it's important to me.
all my use full tool is for helping other and my self. so i cannot have none of it. i sense lone ness from my everything i wish i can be there; but it's really awkward situation, which i dare not step in. i afraid i will end up irritates. i don't know how to solve those prob up.
god been dropping me alot of message through those meditation. i wish i can meditate all day; but this world and society take alot of my time. which i can't do that.
my heart is deeply tattooed with only 1 name; my everything. without it no 1 can replace that.
im still exploring boot camp.
i sleep at 12PM+ woke up at 5PM+; wasted my sunday off. head down to find HUI YANG; had dinner with him at AMK HUB MOS BURGER. the plan of going study is ruined.
watch movie at his house i upload movie into his computer: IDIOCRACY; humorous movie to watch.
future generation getting dummer; because of technology spoilt them. man started rely on technology too much and neglected the use of their own brain potential.
so now our generation is consider smart. the history people still the smartest; EG: albert einstein and lots more.
lots of them created motor and technology.
now human getting lazier and spoilt. they don't unleash the unique skill of them self; they rely too much on technology and neglected them self by following trent.
they don't live for their own geniousity; but live for following trent instead. the inventor of the trent; comes out with a trent with their own mentality and art of their own character. but people who happen not to be them followed them and ended up trying to be them without knowing it.
calculate all the time spend on trying to follow or being someone else, instead of working toward unleashing their own unique potential of them self and passes on to generation to generation. everyone become the same old shit. no 1 comes out with genius ideal.
sometime it's hard to not follow trent; because chances of getting alienated is high. but taking a step in a time wasn't so bad.
that's what the movie trying to say. i some how woken up by that.
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im still in love with my everything; although she's a tom boy but i like it. she's unique the way she is; my heart can never loose her. if i lost her i will end up becoming as good as a monk.; that's my word i already said it. if not i end up becoming a liar sia.
now im disconnected from her; i have to face what i said monk. haha^^
get her back or none at all.
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i donno what photo to put, this is a art of a melted clock by which i not sure who. there's meaning in it.
ton over from yesterday till today. went to TIMBRE for a drink and it's ISAAC BDAY; wish him a happy 1!.
after the night at TIMBRE ton over for the morning lan gaming. i didn't attend service for a reason; i don't want to affect anyone. by the way i go or never go make no different.
i missed out or never missed out it make no different to anyone. i also partly will be the loner there; with different era of people. by the way my sunday is wasted off; i reaches back home from the ton @ 9AM+. i felt really tired but i should not sleep yet, till i get my things done. install back all the software in my lab top; it's important to me.
all my use full tool is for helping other and my self. so i cannot have none of it. i sense lone ness from my everything i wish i can be there; but it's really awkward situation, which i dare not step in. i afraid i will end up irritates. i don't know how to solve those prob up.
god been dropping me alot of message through those meditation. i wish i can meditate all day; but this world and society take alot of my time. which i can't do that.
my heart is deeply tattooed with only 1 name; my everything. without it no 1 can replace that.
im still exploring boot camp.
i sleep at 12PM+ woke up at 5PM+; wasted my sunday off. head down to find HUI YANG; had dinner with him at AMK HUB MOS BURGER. the plan of going study is ruined.
watch movie at his house i upload movie into his computer: IDIOCRACY; humorous movie to watch.
future generation getting dummer; because of technology spoilt them. man started rely on technology too much and neglected the use of their own brain potential.
so now our generation is consider smart. the history people still the smartest; EG: albert einstein and lots more.
lots of them created motor and technology.
now human getting lazier and spoilt. they don't unleash the unique skill of them self; they rely too much on technology and neglected them self by following trent.
they don't live for their own geniousity; but live for following trent instead. the inventor of the trent; comes out with a trent with their own mentality and art of their own character. but people who happen not to be them followed them and ended up trying to be them without knowing it.
calculate all the time spend on trying to follow or being someone else, instead of working toward unleashing their own unique potential of them self and passes on to generation to generation. everyone become the same old shit. no 1 comes out with genius ideal.
sometime it's hard to not follow trent; because chances of getting alienated is high. but taking a step in a time wasn't so bad.
that's what the movie trying to say. i some how woken up by that.
< >
im still in love with my everything; although she's a tom boy but i like it. she's unique the way she is; my heart can never loose her. if i lost her i will end up becoming as good as a monk.; that's my word i already said it. if not i end up becoming a liar sia.
now im disconnected from her; i have to face what i said monk. haha^^
get her back or none at all.
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