today is exam; finally over now all is left is result and next term.
Monday, September 5, 2011
i can't wait for the 24 sept for my THAILAND trip. will be a long travel from: BANG KOK>MUKDAHAN>LAO> CAMBODIA.
long day trip for shopping spree; exam over time for me to have a relieve. get out from emotional problem and mental problem. out of the shitty country of stress to the gorgeous and beautiful land for travel.
today i lost my EZ CARD; i share to him about alot of lost i have; even some one who i life alot also lost. definitely wont share to specific; he just not fully can be trusted. by the way tommorrow i have to go make my new EZ card and new IC which i lost them both.
LE CHUAN told me about sometime we have to lost something for better things to come. you ever know while you make your way down to make the new things. EG: he lost his phone and now he got a newer and better phone.
it do make sense some how; losing something for something good in exchange. things always come newer and better.
it already stated so clearly: THINGS! but losing some one and losing something is different. human is not things. once it's my favorite means my favorite; it cannot be replace. it's only her in my heart; if someone takes means it's belong to that someone. means i have to become a monk.
because that phobia of those shit will stuck in me; which i can no longer trust those feelings for any human beings.
that's it gonna use my study note to make camp fire and lantern for moon cake festival.
today exam over shiok! went to my mom place at TECK WHYE to pass my day by. felt really lonely; my fulfillment of hanging out with the WEST side is completed some how: EUGENE JOSHUA, JERON and CHIN HO. this 3 guys is someone i know but didn't really spend time catching up with them.
im so glad KELVIN LEONG CHEE MENG is in the SHINEE concert job; exam is over please count me in. KELVIN need that finance; i glad god use me to make a way for him.
same for JABEZ; during that point of time she in financial break down and emotional break down. GOD used me to count her in the S.O.S and SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT job now she in IOS. god use me to make way for her. thank god!
i feel really honoured. GOD use my friend HAFIZ to water me like a plant to stretch my root to people.
GOD use my friend HUI YANG to trim me like a garderner and be my tutor for my study for last year 2010; those day that passed make me feel really glad that i got such friends. i will treasure them all; how bad they gonna treat me i don't know still they will always be my friend.
today i practice my guitar on a song:"I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU" on my guitar, it sound terrible i know:
it's a old song by westlife, this song kind of come into my mind suddenly so i decided to play. at 1st i felt confirtable with this song realize after record; my voice sound like constipating lol. never mind i hear my own voice i can see potential in my self hek! hek! thick skin ahaha..!
although lots of mistake here and there; forget the lyric is 1 problem. sudden throat cram also another problem.
another is randomly classic song:
that's all for today.
today terrible way to school from teck whye bus 67 to tampines ITE; 2 hour sia. i wan a motor bike; please give me!! i need it.
while travel on the bus i actually took out my MAC BOOK PRO to play BLACKSHOT on the bus amazingly not lack; cool shit sia. make my travel so much fun. after revise for my exam then i play; problem is end up giddy due to motion sick. sad case i got out of the bus feeling really bad.
feel like i gonna vomit anytime; in the end glad when i reached the class the feeling gone back to normal. haha^^
never play any 1st person shooter game while on the bus.
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my TP is on the 15 sept; im really feeling real nervous. the previous round i failed badly 1 immediate failure and 30+ point; combo smash right on my bloody shit face. think about it can cry sia.
i book circuit revision on 13, road revision on 14 and TP 15.
i have to adapt fast and remember to check my blind spot and have proper technic. i really need a motor bike; i want it im 21 year old already. i cannot have nothing with me.
don't make me sad, don't make me mad.
im breaking down always.
.................................................................................
i can't wait for the 24 sept for my THAILAND trip. will be a long travel from: BANG KOK>MUKDAHAN>LAO> CAMBODIA.
long day trip for shopping spree; exam over time for me to have a relieve. get out from emotional problem and mental problem. out of the shitty country of stress to the gorgeous and beautiful land for travel.
today i lost my EZ CARD; i share to him about alot of lost i have; even some one who i life alot also lost. definitely wont share to specific; he just not fully can be trusted. by the way tommorrow i have to go make my new EZ card and new IC which i lost them both.
LE CHUAN told me about sometime we have to lost something for better things to come. you ever know while you make your way down to make the new things. EG: he lost his phone and now he got a newer and better phone.
it do make sense some how; losing something for something good in exchange. things always come newer and better.
it already stated so clearly: THINGS! but losing some one and losing something is different. human is not things. once it's my favorite means my favorite; it cannot be replace. it's only her in my heart; if someone takes means it's belong to that someone. means i have to become a monk.
because that phobia of those shit will stuck in me; which i can no longer trust those feelings for any human beings.
that's it gonna use my study note to make camp fire and lantern for moon cake festival.
today exam over shiok! went to my mom place at TECK WHYE to pass my day by. felt really lonely; my fulfillment of hanging out with the WEST side is completed some how: EUGENE JOSHUA, JERON and CHIN HO. this 3 guys is someone i know but didn't really spend time catching up with them.
im so glad KELVIN LEONG CHEE MENG is in the SHINEE concert job; exam is over please count me in. KELVIN need that finance; i glad god use me to make a way for him.
same for JABEZ; during that point of time she in financial break down and emotional break down. GOD used me to count her in the S.O.S and SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT job now she in IOS. god use me to make way for her. thank god!
i feel really honoured. GOD use my friend HAFIZ to water me like a plant to stretch my root to people.
GOD use my friend HUI YANG to trim me like a garderner and be my tutor for my study for last year 2010; those day that passed make me feel really glad that i got such friends. i will treasure them all; how bad they gonna treat me i don't know still they will always be my friend.
today i practice my guitar on a song:"I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU" on my guitar, it sound terrible i know:
it's a old song by westlife, this song kind of come into my mind suddenly so i decided to play. at 1st i felt confirtable with this song realize after record; my voice sound like constipating lol. never mind i hear my own voice i can see potential in my self hek! hek! thick skin ahaha..!
although lots of mistake here and there; forget the lyric is 1 problem. sudden throat cram also another problem.
another is randomly classic song:
that's all for today.
today terrible way to school from teck whye bus 67 to tampines ITE; 2 hour sia. i wan a motor bike; please give me!! i need it.
while travel on the bus i actually took out my MAC BOOK PRO to play BLACKSHOT on the bus amazingly not lack; cool shit sia. make my travel so much fun. after revise for my exam then i play; problem is end up giddy due to motion sick. sad case i got out of the bus feeling really bad.
feel like i gonna vomit anytime; in the end glad when i reached the class the feeling gone back to normal. haha^^
never play any 1st person shooter game while on the bus.
< >
my TP is on the 15 sept; im really feeling real nervous. the previous round i failed badly 1 immediate failure and 30+ point; combo smash right on my bloody shit face. think about it can cry sia.
i book circuit revision on 13, road revision on 14 and TP 15.
i have to adapt fast and remember to check my blind spot and have proper technic. i really need a motor bike; i want it im 21 year old already. i cannot have nothing with me.
don't make me sad, don't make me mad.
im breaking down always.
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