failed my Tp the 3rd time; everything is gone!
Thursday, November 17, 2011
today is my TP date; i failed the 3rd time. life seems to be suck; i absent from school for 2 days just for my circuit and road revision. today i absent from school and lost my percentage of attendance from school for the sake of the fucking TP.
ended up i lost my attendance,my money, mental strength, morel, my time, my life, my hope in getting that damn 2B license.
now im felt like im stucked in darkness and lost; wonder how can i make things up.
i felt like everything was gambled away. my POINT is 38 point and 0 immidiate failure.
all my point is at road: stated say i wobble, impropriate posture, poor acceleration, failed to signal, sharp turn. i asked the TP where exactly it is so i can know clearly and learn from it. but he like blur not knowing where it is.
envy those passer out of 50 people 17 pass only. wonder is there any under table speculation?
SINGAPORE is just like that; day by day time passes by everything get harder. last time people TP; they release quite a group. now is 1 after another came back. tighter the monitoring; it felt like as if no different from having a 3 digit micro chip in my forehead and wrist.
a totally living bar code.
my PDL gonna expire next month: i just spend money on renewing. that money can be used to pay phone bill and now it gone just like that. i think it is because of the country over populated; some have to be dead to reduce the population. things seems to get harder when there's too many people around.
harder to get in the train or even bus; that's already obvious sign.
something really must happen to reduce the population so there will be more space.
weakest spot in life. you can look down on me all the way you like; me my self i already looking real down on my self for being so lousy. i think i should become a fertilizer instead. better then being a useless fellow.
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today is my TP date; i failed the 3rd time. life seems to be suck; i absent from school for 2 days just for my circuit and road revision. today i absent from school and lost my percentage of attendance from school for the sake of the fucking TP.
ended up i lost my attendance,my money, mental strength, morel, my time, my life, my hope in getting that damn 2B license.
now im felt like im stucked in darkness and lost; wonder how can i make things up.
i felt like everything was gambled away. my POINT is 38 point and 0 immidiate failure.
all my point is at road: stated say i wobble, impropriate posture, poor acceleration, failed to signal, sharp turn. i asked the TP where exactly it is so i can know clearly and learn from it. but he like blur not knowing where it is.
envy those passer out of 50 people 17 pass only. wonder is there any under table speculation?
SINGAPORE is just like that; day by day time passes by everything get harder. last time people TP; they release quite a group. now is 1 after another came back. tighter the monitoring; it felt like as if no different from having a 3 digit micro chip in my forehead and wrist.
a totally living bar code.
my PDL gonna expire next month: i just spend money on renewing. that money can be used to pay phone bill and now it gone just like that. i think it is because of the country over populated; some have to be dead to reduce the population. things seems to get harder when there's too many people around.
harder to get in the train or even bus; that's already obvious sign.
something really must happen to reduce the population so there will be more space.
weakest spot in life. you can look down on me all the way you like; me my self i already looking real down on my self for being so lousy. i think i should become a fertilizer instead. better then being a useless fellow.
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