it's close, the date line is near.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
uploaded GTA SAN ANDREAS at ma class com; create entertainment in the class, while ma lecturer RAJAH is else where for course.
there's no lecturer there to lecture us, we can have our fun time on the GTA SAN ANDREAS-MULTIPLAYER. kill people in the hood, spraying bullet into people ass.
seeing them running away with their ass bleeding; put smile into ma face. raise up ma artificial dick smacking their butts, letting it bounce like jelly.
fly bye with bullet jumping up their butts. 1st thing come to my sight is; vehicle clash in with enemy spraying UZI up ma ass, making me wanna return fire up their nose.
ma aim is to influence ma whole class to play this game with me, im glad everyone blood thirst for the game i intro; gonna make them join me to have fun.
today suppose to go GYM but in the end i did not make it, same for ma bro. we play GTA when i reach back home till lost track of my time and schedule; wonder how am i gonna up ma size.
today suppose to train my bi sap and back. making sure i can lift people up like no body business, just carry them and go.
by the way i just have ma hair cut.
tommorrow lg, im the guitarist for every lg. day by day i felt even more guilty for not living my life up to standard.
im still used to be worship guitarist. i must not fall to those habit again damn!
i isn't worthy, im worthless as always, through grace and mercy i so called become worthy but not consider at count.
i been reading the audio bible on my MP3; i got the whole book in it. i listen until 2 conrinthians
1 corinthians 7. i listen to this whole book it really prepare me for my unmarried life. this book speak to me; it hinting me to stay on an unmarried. because it's written by paul. it's better not to married.
1 corinthians 7:1-2
1 Now for the matters you wrote about: “It is good for a man not to have sexual relations with a woman.” 2 But since sexual immorality is occurring, each man should have sexual relations with his own wife, and each woman with her own husband.
1 Corinthians 7:38 Or If anyone thinks he is not treating his daughter properly, and if she is getting along in years (or if her passions are too strong), and he feels she ought to marry, he should do as he wants. He is not sinning. He should let her get married. But the man who has settled the matter in his own mind, who is under no compulsion but has control over his own will, and who has made up his mind to keep the virgin unmarried—this man also does the right thing. So then, he who gives his virgin in marriage does right, but he who does not give her in marriage does better.
the last text mention not married is better then marriage; it moved my heart. i gonna meditate those verses; now since my name is PAUL i should start a new and live this way. i seen my self and alot of people out there seeking for those un-lasting things on earth, after seeing 1 guy which i don't want to mention his name; desperately longing for a girl to text, him my discernment telling me that love is not enough for him. i wonder isn't his family always there for him? his dad can come by to drive him back every time, his mom treated him like a king with showering love; but why is he just so long for so much attention and love from people?
despite all the junk he did by playing timer with girls heart and not having self control. giving short of excuses to discriminate his ex-girl friend by saying he wanna concentrate on his studies; but in another hand taker ling other girl.
after see those seeing scene and sensing through my discernment; i felt really disgusted i nearly puke just because of those things. but no matter what i have to forgive him for i did commited a sin in my life, which i don't have the right to cast any 1st stone.
JOHN 8:2-8
2 At dawn he appeared again in the temple courts, where all the people gathered around him, and he sat down to teach them. 3 The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group 4 and said to Jesus, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. 5 In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?” 6 They were using this question as a trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him.
But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. 7 When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” 8 Again he stooped down and wrote on the ground.
< this text keep coming to me countless time, i opened up my bible this appear and i listen to my audio bible it mentioned this again.>
im glad no 1 can kill me for the things i done and i don't have to right to judge anyone, for me who with sin don't have the authority to strike any judgement or accusation toward anyone who sinned.
testing out that desigual hat which given by JABEZ.
wonder what can this hat do? wearing out, i will ended up looking like idiot. who the hell will wear this type of hat in singapore; other then going to the beach.
that's bad i don't have the time to do drawing on the rest of the 2NE1 member. sad!, it think i can start drawing every member on FRIDAY since saturday nothing on in the morning.
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uploaded GTA SAN ANDREAS at ma class com; create entertainment in the class, while ma lecturer RAJAH is else where for course.
there's no lecturer there to lecture us, we can have our fun time on the GTA SAN ANDREAS-MULTIPLAYER. kill people in the hood, spraying bullet into people ass.
seeing them running away with their ass bleeding; put smile into ma face. raise up ma artificial dick smacking their butts, letting it bounce like jelly.
fly bye with bullet jumping up their butts. 1st thing come to my sight is; vehicle clash in with enemy spraying UZI up ma ass, making me wanna return fire up their nose.
ma aim is to influence ma whole class to play this game with me, im glad everyone blood thirst for the game i intro; gonna make them join me to have fun.
today suppose to go GYM but in the end i did not make it, same for ma bro. we play GTA when i reach back home till lost track of my time and schedule; wonder how am i gonna up ma size.
today suppose to train my bi sap and back. making sure i can lift people up like no body business, just carry them and go.
by the way i just have ma hair cut.
tommorrow lg, im the guitarist for every lg. day by day i felt even more guilty for not living my life up to standard.
im still used to be worship guitarist. i must not fall to those habit again damn!
i isn't worthy, im worthless as always, through grace and mercy i so called become worthy but not consider at count.
i been reading the audio bible on my MP3; i got the whole book in it. i listen until 2 conrinthians
1 corinthians 7. i listen to this whole book it really prepare me for my unmarried life. this book speak to me; it hinting me to stay on an unmarried. because it's written by paul. it's better not to married.
1 corinthians 7:1-2
1 Now for the matters you wrote about: “It is good for a man not to have sexual relations with a woman.” 2 But since sexual immorality is occurring, each man should have sexual relations with his own wife, and each woman with her own husband.
1 Corinthians 7:38 Or If anyone thinks he is not treating his daughter properly, and if she is getting along in years (or if her passions are too strong), and he feels she ought to marry, he should do as he wants. He is not sinning. He should let her get married. But the man who has settled the matter in his own mind, who is under no compulsion but has control over his own will, and who has made up his mind to keep the virgin unmarried—this man also does the right thing. So then, he who gives his virgin in marriage does right, but he who does not give her in marriage does better.
the last text mention not married is better then marriage; it moved my heart. i gonna meditate those verses; now since my name is PAUL i should start a new and live this way. i seen my self and alot of people out there seeking for those un-lasting things on earth, after seeing 1 guy which i don't want to mention his name; desperately longing for a girl to text, him my discernment telling me that love is not enough for him. i wonder isn't his family always there for him? his dad can come by to drive him back every time, his mom treated him like a king with showering love; but why is he just so long for so much attention and love from people?
despite all the junk he did by playing timer with girls heart and not having self control. giving short of excuses to discriminate his ex-girl friend by saying he wanna concentrate on his studies; but in another hand taker ling other girl.
after see those seeing scene and sensing through my discernment; i felt really disgusted i nearly puke just because of those things. but no matter what i have to forgive him for i did commited a sin in my life, which i don't have the right to cast any 1st stone.
JOHN 8:2-8
2 At dawn he appeared again in the temple courts, where all the people gathered around him, and he sat down to teach them. 3 The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group 4 and said to Jesus, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. 5 In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?” 6 They were using this question as a trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him.
But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. 7 When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” 8 Again he stooped down and wrote on the ground.
< this text keep coming to me countless time, i opened up my bible this appear and i listen to my audio bible it mentioned this again.>
im glad no 1 can kill me for the things i done and i don't have to right to judge anyone, for me who with sin don't have the authority to strike any judgement or accusation toward anyone who sinned.
testing out that desigual hat which given by JABEZ.
wonder what can this hat do? wearing out, i will ended up looking like idiot. who the hell will wear this type of hat in singapore; other then going to the beach.
that's bad i don't have the time to do drawing on the rest of the 2NE1 member. sad!, it think i can start drawing every member on FRIDAY since saturday nothing on in the morning.
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