tiring day; but quite fruitful though
Thursday, August 25, 2011
late night drawing; due to cursing and swearing.
done using pencil and pen. draw until my eye goes blur.
i hate my self; for not beable to draw very detail.
it's a screwed up sketch by the way, half way through the drawing my form is gone; inspiration down the drain.
this is actually building of singapore MARINA BAY SAND; but i make it look under the water.
hmm tiring day, carry a huge nike sling bag and a guitar with gig bag; head down from TECK WHYE with 2 hour of bus 67 to tampines ITE. from class head down to yio chu kang with those stuff to stand by for LG.
glad i did practice both song; i put efford so no need chords already. who lead the praise: is SHI PING & JOJO. they lead well after all.
good thing JAMIE TAN did tag and check in. that's display who was there.
im thinking of the one piece figuring kelvin wanting to sell; im kind of tempted of getting those collection.
but i got a feeling that he sell above the market price. cannot be over a $100.
my white bierd figure pop series i also did not spend that much. hmm gonna go search through ebay or zion for the price.
the accoustic guitar i use had a little rusted string. i tried all my best to smoothen it up; using FENG YOU(OILMENT) i got to rub it around the string. i did improve.
been practice yesterday till my fingle blister; today have to go so many round of practice with JO JO & SHI PING for the 2 song they gonna lead. practice to adapt with them.
today i use this accoustic guitar:
thought it will be my favorite 1; but in the end it let me down by abit. it hurt my fingle haha. i still prefer my classical guitar.
my classical guitar is soft and cute; won't hurt my fingle.
god strength that make me endure through the process of fingle pain.
it's guitar any way; guitar can make me change my preference of it. but not my everything. she's my favourite as always; i still no ideal how to reach to her.
today after LG, i saw james and KAI LIANG; i was so nervous thought his group was there. my heart started bitting so fast; thinking how sia.
but end up she wasn't there it was like phew! but some how also quite dissapointed. thought can confess to her face to face.
today after LG went to AMK S11 for night supper; i had my laksa for S$5 sia; i add aditional cockle. superb full; soon gonna take the HYPERTENTIS B injection. i so gonna get immune to it; so i can spamm sea food without worry. haha^^
today while the supper im actually felt quite left out; lonely some how + speechless. i usually not like that; suddenly become like that for months aready. thank god my MAC BOOK PRO always there for me to get entertain. i got lots of game in it after when i boot camp.
i can mind my own business while they having their chat: STARWARS JEDI ACADEMY and TEAMFORTRESS 2. it keep me entertain all the time.
now playing PARTY ROCK ANTHEM on guitar; hmm inspired to play when i heard it in timbre those band play. i was shock it can be play on guitar?: i listen it sound so simple repeatively.
so i decided to play it too haha^^
< >
life sucks for me; i missed my bursary date; thanks to my fucked up dad. he never open up the letter box regularly; even he get all my letter for my phone bill and bursary form. he won't bother to pass it to me. ended up my bill accumulate to S$400 + and sabo me lost my chance of bursary: S$750 gone down to hell.
he can remember to buy lots of money to burn for the damn hungry ghost festival and daily offering jostick to those damn idol so faithfully. ended up neglected my bursary.
hah..! the fact is his my dad; and im fucking angry. this is really very pissing; i won't hate him but his fucking idol instead. curse his belief down the drain. not him but his fucking ghost he pray to. it's all demon trap; curse all the demon in the united realm and galaxy.
some day for my bursary sake; all his idol should be gone away. i'll take it as my bursary money it paid off for those author to be gone. i definitly asure that if those idol gone; real peace will come. not just spiritually but reality.
morning wake up with a fresh morning dew instead of the damn smell of the jos stick. like that i rather prefer smoking instead.
the bloody black wax from his idol author table over flow to the ground; it just causes countless of inconvenience to my life and to my sibling life as well. who ever can getrid of those idol for me seriously i will reward you to the best. now beyong my limit definitely.
how much money he waste on the jos stick, jos oil, jos papper, wine, cake and water in washing the offering plate and cleaning. time wasted for the jos stick smoke to polute the house.
if the entire world gather those wood that use to build jos stick; i think it enough to accumulate to build up a NOAH ARK for japan tsunami victim.
it can use to make furniture and shelter for them. instead of just burning up the air causing global warming. those wax that use to light the red candle can be donated to the 3rd world country.
those stone that use to carf those statue can be use to reclaim more land for small country like singapore. those electric bill used to light up the red bulb light can use to charge your IPHONE. i rather use those electric to charge your phone for you.
even if want to keep up with the chinese tradition; there's lot of very good chinese interior design and architec which is so talented. all those money wasted on those idol worship can be invested in renovate the whole house to chinese tradition also can.
i believe god wouldn't want to harm the earth by asking us to burn the tree and smoke the air.
when i look at the papper i was so depress! wad a waste of my life opportunity. singaporean especially;
money is our life replenisher. without money we will become known as a pest. it's very obvious even if you wanna PR singapore will see you financial status. suicide rate will increase; too many depression rate. the country force a depression victim to jump of the building, jump into the train track, felt so miserable in life and need more morel support. that's why gangster wanna recruit people in.
the display of the commnuity club in singapore may show lots of happening stuff to participate; the photo seems so happy. no need anyone to tell you this and you will know: their miserable in their heart. those courses they have all require $money$.
when we work hard to earn money; they will see that you got a income. so they will decided to increase all the price around and the tax. they just wanna drain people.
i just can't fucking express my self.
how i express my self yet i still felt the anger; i think i feel so much better after drawing the island got cover over by water.
.....................................................................................
late night drawing; due to cursing and swearing.
done using pencil and pen. draw until my eye goes blur.
i hate my self; for not beable to draw very detail.
it's a screwed up sketch by the way, half way through the drawing my form is gone; inspiration down the drain.
this is actually building of singapore MARINA BAY SAND; but i make it look under the water.
hmm tiring day, carry a huge nike sling bag and a guitar with gig bag; head down from TECK WHYE with 2 hour of bus 67 to tampines ITE. from class head down to yio chu kang with those stuff to stand by for LG.
glad i did practice both song; i put efford so no need chords already. who lead the praise: is SHI PING & JOJO. they lead well after all.
good thing JAMIE TAN did tag and check in. that's display who was there.
im thinking of the one piece figuring kelvin wanting to sell; im kind of tempted of getting those collection.
but i got a feeling that he sell above the market price. cannot be over a $100.
my white bierd figure pop series i also did not spend that much. hmm gonna go search through ebay or zion for the price.
the accoustic guitar i use had a little rusted string. i tried all my best to smoothen it up; using FENG YOU(OILMENT) i got to rub it around the string. i did improve.
been practice yesterday till my fingle blister; today have to go so many round of practice with JO JO & SHI PING for the 2 song they gonna lead. practice to adapt with them.
today i use this accoustic guitar:
thought it will be my favorite 1; but in the end it let me down by abit. it hurt my fingle haha. i still prefer my classical guitar.
my classical guitar is soft and cute; won't hurt my fingle.
god strength that make me endure through the process of fingle pain.
it's guitar any way; guitar can make me change my preference of it. but not my everything. she's my favourite as always; i still no ideal how to reach to her.
today after LG, i saw james and KAI LIANG; i was so nervous thought his group was there. my heart started bitting so fast; thinking how sia.
but end up she wasn't there it was like phew! but some how also quite dissapointed. thought can confess to her face to face.
today after LG went to AMK S11 for night supper; i had my laksa for S$5 sia; i add aditional cockle. superb full; soon gonna take the HYPERTENTIS B injection. i so gonna get immune to it; so i can spamm sea food without worry. haha^^
today while the supper im actually felt quite left out; lonely some how + speechless. i usually not like that; suddenly become like that for months aready. thank god my MAC BOOK PRO always there for me to get entertain. i got lots of game in it after when i boot camp.
i can mind my own business while they having their chat: STARWARS JEDI ACADEMY and TEAMFORTRESS 2. it keep me entertain all the time.
now playing PARTY ROCK ANTHEM on guitar; hmm inspired to play when i heard it in timbre those band play. i was shock it can be play on guitar?: i listen it sound so simple repeatively.
so i decided to play it too haha^^
< >
life sucks for me; i missed my bursary date; thanks to my fucked up dad. he never open up the letter box regularly; even he get all my letter for my phone bill and bursary form. he won't bother to pass it to me. ended up my bill accumulate to S$400 + and sabo me lost my chance of bursary: S$750 gone down to hell.
he can remember to buy lots of money to burn for the damn hungry ghost festival and daily offering jostick to those damn idol so faithfully. ended up neglected my bursary.
hah..! the fact is his my dad; and im fucking angry. this is really very pissing; i won't hate him but his fucking idol instead. curse his belief down the drain. not him but his fucking ghost he pray to. it's all demon trap; curse all the demon in the united realm and galaxy.
some day for my bursary sake; all his idol should be gone away. i'll take it as my bursary money it paid off for those author to be gone. i definitly asure that if those idol gone; real peace will come. not just spiritually but reality.
morning wake up with a fresh morning dew instead of the damn smell of the jos stick. like that i rather prefer smoking instead.
the bloody black wax from his idol author table over flow to the ground; it just causes countless of inconvenience to my life and to my sibling life as well. who ever can getrid of those idol for me seriously i will reward you to the best. now beyong my limit definitely.
how much money he waste on the jos stick, jos oil, jos papper, wine, cake and water in washing the offering plate and cleaning. time wasted for the jos stick smoke to polute the house.
if the entire world gather those wood that use to build jos stick; i think it enough to accumulate to build up a NOAH ARK for japan tsunami victim.
it can use to make furniture and shelter for them. instead of just burning up the air causing global warming. those wax that use to light the red candle can be donated to the 3rd world country.
those stone that use to carf those statue can be use to reclaim more land for small country like singapore. those electric bill used to light up the red bulb light can use to charge your IPHONE. i rather use those electric to charge your phone for you.
even if want to keep up with the chinese tradition; there's lot of very good chinese interior design and architec which is so talented. all those money wasted on those idol worship can be invested in renovate the whole house to chinese tradition also can.
i believe god wouldn't want to harm the earth by asking us to burn the tree and smoke the air.
when i look at the papper i was so depress! wad a waste of my life opportunity. singaporean especially;
money is our life replenisher. without money we will become known as a pest. it's very obvious even if you wanna PR singapore will see you financial status. suicide rate will increase; too many depression rate. the country force a depression victim to jump of the building, jump into the train track, felt so miserable in life and need more morel support. that's why gangster wanna recruit people in.
the display of the commnuity club in singapore may show lots of happening stuff to participate; the photo seems so happy. no need anyone to tell you this and you will know: their miserable in their heart. those courses they have all require $money$.
when we work hard to earn money; they will see that you got a income. so they will decided to increase all the price around and the tax. they just wanna drain people.
i just can't fucking express my self.
how i express my self yet i still felt the anger; i think i feel so much better after drawing the island got cover over by water.
.....................................................................................
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