Sunday, July 27, 2014
Sunday, July 27, 2014
just another video of my with my cheapskate Guitar and my Broken Harmonica. Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word.
too blinded by my emotion that feeling so lost, i feel like there's no more aim in life, feeling so lost. feel like i can only see and don't have the power to be there to get it.
It feels like it's mind , i want it back to me, i want to grab it tight and boast about it. Im just waiting for the moment and right time and it just gone on me instead.
I don't know what to do now. oh ya what's those Feeling and what's Love?
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
i remember back there that night that moment where i want to be with you and that presence, i was in camp and im so willing to risk my self to sneak out but you just black out on me and till that chance are gone.
now nothing i can do but blame my self for being so naive back there, alot of times.
i feel so powerless alot of time and i did not show and i hide it. i cover up with my pride and strength and ended up like a fool instead. alot of time i keep my mind busy in games, work and lots of stuff to hide away from the fact of being so powerless.
im sort of drowned by it now. struggling to cover it up and buried it up with fake joy and fake happiness.
more like a nice outer appearance but brokeness, emptiness and struggle from the inside. most of the time and effort had been wasted on the exterior and nothing left for the interior.
it's like painting over the rotten apple to fake how nice it is but day by day worm and liquid are formed too break out of the apple.
by the way is it a crime or a sin to be in Love with a Girl?
how come does it hurt?
all it needed to is to remove away those emotion, if can disable that feeling away from my heart i think i can have peace and freedom in mind.
can you imagine you won't feel sad, angry, heart broken or even lousy about your self? isn't that peaceful, where you roam around with freedom and not getting hold back by those emotion?
where can i get that Virus where will mutate my heart from being in love with people?
just another video of my with my cheapskate Guitar and my Broken Harmonica. Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word.
too blinded by my emotion that feeling so lost, i feel like there's no more aim in life, feeling so lost. feel like i can only see and don't have the power to be there to get it.
It feels like it's mind , i want it back to me, i want to grab it tight and boast about it. Im just waiting for the moment and right time and it just gone on me instead.
I don't know what to do now. oh ya what's those Feeling and what's Love?
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
i remember back there that night that moment where i want to be with you and that presence, i was in camp and im so willing to risk my self to sneak out but you just black out on me and till that chance are gone.
now nothing i can do but blame my self for being so naive back there, alot of times.
i feel so powerless alot of time and i did not show and i hide it. i cover up with my pride and strength and ended up like a fool instead. alot of time i keep my mind busy in games, work and lots of stuff to hide away from the fact of being so powerless.
im sort of drowned by it now. struggling to cover it up and buried it up with fake joy and fake happiness.
more like a nice outer appearance but brokeness, emptiness and struggle from the inside. most of the time and effort had been wasted on the exterior and nothing left for the interior.
it's like painting over the rotten apple to fake how nice it is but day by day worm and liquid are formed too break out of the apple.
by the way is it a crime or a sin to be in Love with a Girl?
how come does it hurt?
all it needed to is to remove away those emotion, if can disable that feeling away from my heart i think i can have peace and freedom in mind.
can you imagine you won't feel sad, angry, heart broken or even lousy about your self? isn't that peaceful, where you roam around with freedom and not getting hold back by those emotion?
where can i get that Virus where will mutate my heart from being in love with people?
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