i recovered emotionally and mentally by abit. thank god; but i still don't deserve it.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
today my school timing is; 8AM to 11AM. after school hanged out with school mate. he really nice to cheer me up. although he know nuts about it but he still; try his very best to cheer me up in making lots of rubbish things to make me laugh. although it's sick. but still amaze by the worldly style of cheering people up.
hanged till 1pm+, quickly head back home to have a rest; got lots of things i have to stand by for tommorrow LG.
but still got lots of free time, but since that case happen; im cursed. i can't keep my mind so free, those terrible memory will haunt me. she's a sinner after all; not perfect any way. atleast she dare to account and share it to me; how brave she is. not like me such a bloody moron who not accountable at all. 1 thing during that period of time if we both were to die in the same time; she will go heaven and i will end up burning in hell.
i must learn from her to be accountable, even how terrible the sin is. i tested water too deep, and im drowned. some time a diver will swim in deep to explore what is inside the water. but the weight of the water get too heavy where it crush the diver and a terrible respond will come from the fish; where will cause a diver to death.
im just like the dead diver.
this is just a parable. i boom! and test the fish; but without knowing that fish give weird respond.
after all my heart will never change, beat me or kill me i still will love her the same. the harder u beat me, the more i will love her.
oh yeah see; once i stop and think about it see what happen.
i been keeping myself busy so i wont dwell in those sorrow, i do some drawing on floated plat form. in the end my eye had an illusion:
sadness drive my hand to express myself. look really pathetic isn't it?
there's a story in it too, im just too lazy to type it down.
my mind is loaded with lots of story line.
i soon gonna update a story on an angel and devil:
the rule of heaven and hell is: angel and devil is not alow to have a affair with each other. some fine day MARCO the devil rebell against the kingdom of hell and run down to the spiritual waste land: which is some where between heaven and hell.
day later a female angel from heaven afar saw him; quickly she rushed down to take a look: marco was laying down on the ground with bloody covering over his face; whisper at her for help.
the angel got too soft hearted, with compassion she help MARCO the devil. months later; ended up the both of them got too close, where they against the rule of heaven and hell.
the child was born, a hybrid being; mixture of angel and devil. the child obtain both power.
the law of heaven and hell came to arrest MARCO and Bill. the both of them is exiled to the other dimension. MARCO is dead; the hell punishment show no mercy.
while bill was exiled to suffering till the time for perishing.
the child was raised by human.
the human named the child: bob (sorry can't think of a cool name).
bob grew up and realize why is he so different from the other human being. till the day his step father review the infomation to him. he started to felt so break down. the tool and weapon is left behind hidden in a box of the step father.
his step father told him about his mom: after MARCO sacrifice him self to make an escape for BILL and the child to escape to earth.
BILL live with MARCUS (the step father). MARCUS was a kind man he accepted the child as his son and started to love BILL as his wife.
so when the forces of angel came down to earth to arrest BILL, MARCUS was helplessly trying to defend BILL; but human strength is limited.
but MARCUS manage to hide BOB. so MARCUS did not review the secret to BOB for years till things can no longer be hidden.
BOB decided to take revenge against heaven and hell; to rescue his MOM.
with the great power of angel and demon; he is destructive.
this is the sketch on the child BOB. he revenge agains heaven and hell for his mom back and for the death of MARCO(his dad).
i gonna get people to stay beside me to correct my gramma. my english is really bad.
i wanna make the story more detail. i explain too much aredy. i think is as good a spoild. he gonna so merciless against the heaven and hell; with killing and firing.
..............................................................................
today my school timing is; 8AM to 11AM. after school hanged out with school mate. he really nice to cheer me up. although he know nuts about it but he still; try his very best to cheer me up in making lots of rubbish things to make me laugh. although it's sick. but still amaze by the worldly style of cheering people up.
hanged till 1pm+, quickly head back home to have a rest; got lots of things i have to stand by for tommorrow LG.
but still got lots of free time, but since that case happen; im cursed. i can't keep my mind so free, those terrible memory will haunt me. she's a sinner after all; not perfect any way. atleast she dare to account and share it to me; how brave she is. not like me such a bloody moron who not accountable at all. 1 thing during that period of time if we both were to die in the same time; she will go heaven and i will end up burning in hell.
i must learn from her to be accountable, even how terrible the sin is. i tested water too deep, and im drowned. some time a diver will swim in deep to explore what is inside the water. but the weight of the water get too heavy where it crush the diver and a terrible respond will come from the fish; where will cause a diver to death.
im just like the dead diver.
this is just a parable. i boom! and test the fish; but without knowing that fish give weird respond.
after all my heart will never change, beat me or kill me i still will love her the same. the harder u beat me, the more i will love her.
oh yeah see; once i stop and think about it see what happen.
i been keeping myself busy so i wont dwell in those sorrow, i do some drawing on floated plat form. in the end my eye had an illusion:
sadness drive my hand to express myself. look really pathetic isn't it?
there's a story in it too, im just too lazy to type it down.
my mind is loaded with lots of story line.
i soon gonna update a story on an angel and devil:
the rule of heaven and hell is: angel and devil is not alow to have a affair with each other. some fine day MARCO the devil rebell against the kingdom of hell and run down to the spiritual waste land: which is some where between heaven and hell.
day later a female angel from heaven afar saw him; quickly she rushed down to take a look: marco was laying down on the ground with bloody covering over his face; whisper at her for help.
the angel got too soft hearted, with compassion she help MARCO the devil. months later; ended up the both of them got too close, where they against the rule of heaven and hell.
the child was born, a hybrid being; mixture of angel and devil. the child obtain both power.
the law of heaven and hell came to arrest MARCO and Bill. the both of them is exiled to the other dimension. MARCO is dead; the hell punishment show no mercy.
while bill was exiled to suffering till the time for perishing.
the child was raised by human.
the human named the child: bob (sorry can't think of a cool name).
bob grew up and realize why is he so different from the other human being. till the day his step father review the infomation to him. he started to felt so break down. the tool and weapon is left behind hidden in a box of the step father.
his step father told him about his mom: after MARCO sacrifice him self to make an escape for BILL and the child to escape to earth.
BILL live with MARCUS (the step father). MARCUS was a kind man he accepted the child as his son and started to love BILL as his wife.
so when the forces of angel came down to earth to arrest BILL, MARCUS was helplessly trying to defend BILL; but human strength is limited.
but MARCUS manage to hide BOB. so MARCUS did not review the secret to BOB for years till things can no longer be hidden.
BOB decided to take revenge against heaven and hell; to rescue his MOM.
with the great power of angel and demon; he is destructive.
this is the sketch on the child BOB. he revenge agains heaven and hell for his mom back and for the death of MARCO(his dad).
i gonna get people to stay beside me to correct my gramma. my english is really bad.
i wanna make the story more detail. i explain too much aredy. i think is as good a spoild. he gonna so merciless against the heaven and hell; with killing and firing.
..............................................................................
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