i'll be a demolisher if everything is done for.
Friday, August 12, 2011
dying is not that cool like the movie we watch; show you an example of how terrible it is:
i see through facebook saw a post from a friend of my KAI LIANG posting:"What if i die on the next day while i asleep? lololol Haha jk.". it seems to me he feeling real down; i don't know how to help him. because me myself im also down yeah!
but think about the way of dying really makes me think; how will i die? i definitly don't want to simply die in a sleep, in the hospital wards or even illness.
i wanna die in a fight, atleast i place my life in a fight; where i can die with honour. i rather die in the war.
dying in a normal way it seems suck to me; if i can estimate when i will die. i will be a demolisher. till i assure that my life worth nothing to live for; i'll aim to go explore the most dangerous part of the earth.
plan all the step to react to death, death don't come alone but; come with fear.
step 1: take in the deep breath.
step 2: close your eye.
step 3: hold your breath and crunch your fist.
the possibility is you got smashed badly on the ground but not dead yet; feeling the pain and suffering.
step 1: cry it out; throw all you sorrow out.
step 2: throw out all the air you breath, left no air in your lung and hold it there. (till ur whole body num; where no pain left; no oxygen flow in your body, it will cause the body to go num)
step 3: R.I.P haha
make sure all those step you made your eye must be shut close; you wouldn't want to see the way you die; u make see your hand or leg saperated from you.
or even part of your organ; tangling out.
definitly thats don't apply to commit suicide. this step is made for people who wanna die for a good. me i wanna die in the war or accident not die of suicide.
there's lot of reason why comitting suicide is wrong; it's because you murdered your self while your body doesn't belong to you, but to god.
but in fact no 1 cares weather you die or not. but giving people tough job like clearing those shitty dead body from the ground or any where you die at.
still got lots more job like aranging the body for crimation. how troublesome it's, example you jump of the building your blood will spill and filled the ground with thick layer of blood. when it started drying up; the cilvil defent have to came by to cut the cake of dried blood on the ground and need to leave no stain behind.
the jell of dried blood will form like a disgusting jag of cake.
clearing the damn bloody body is not that easy. those who do the job they still have their sleep to go; where they will dream of those dead body they clear.
so be considerate. no 1 will care how you die, no 1 will be sad about it. or even give an attention to it.
wanna die go find a better place to die; where you can bother no 1. some solution make your way to LIMBO; if you believe in 1.
but i don't believe in LIMBO, so i will choose to die in the war.
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today i head down to TECK WHYE to stay over till tommorrow service.
im kind of feeling real down now, for a reason. but i don't want to bother anyone around; never wanna cause inconvenience. actually i should learn to keep problem instead of sharing it.
it will really bother and waste people time listening.
even if they listen; it just wont solve the problem.
actually how i realize about; holding no air in the lung will num my brain. it's from me blowing the HARMONICA while feeling real down. where i blow out till no air left; pissingly i hold it there without any intake of air. suddenly realize my body turn abit num.
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dying is not that cool like the movie we watch; show you an example of how terrible it is:
i see through facebook saw a post from a friend of my KAI LIANG posting:"What if i die on the next day while i asleep? lololol Haha jk.". it seems to me he feeling real down; i don't know how to help him. because me myself im also down yeah!
but think about the way of dying really makes me think; how will i die? i definitly don't want to simply die in a sleep, in the hospital wards or even illness.
i wanna die in a fight, atleast i place my life in a fight; where i can die with honour. i rather die in the war.
dying in a normal way it seems suck to me; if i can estimate when i will die. i will be a demolisher. till i assure that my life worth nothing to live for; i'll aim to go explore the most dangerous part of the earth.
plan all the step to react to death, death don't come alone but; come with fear.
step 1: take in the deep breath.
step 2: close your eye.
step 3: hold your breath and crunch your fist.
the possibility is you got smashed badly on the ground but not dead yet; feeling the pain and suffering.
step 1: cry it out; throw all you sorrow out.
step 2: throw out all the air you breath, left no air in your lung and hold it there. (till ur whole body num; where no pain left; no oxygen flow in your body, it will cause the body to go num)
step 3: R.I.P haha
make sure all those step you made your eye must be shut close; you wouldn't want to see the way you die; u make see your hand or leg saperated from you.
or even part of your organ; tangling out.
definitly thats don't apply to commit suicide. this step is made for people who wanna die for a good. me i wanna die in the war or accident not die of suicide.
there's lot of reason why comitting suicide is wrong; it's because you murdered your self while your body doesn't belong to you, but to god.
but in fact no 1 cares weather you die or not. but giving people tough job like clearing those shitty dead body from the ground or any where you die at.
still got lots more job like aranging the body for crimation. how troublesome it's, example you jump of the building your blood will spill and filled the ground with thick layer of blood. when it started drying up; the cilvil defent have to came by to cut the cake of dried blood on the ground and need to leave no stain behind.
the jell of dried blood will form like a disgusting jag of cake.
clearing the damn bloody body is not that easy. those who do the job they still have their sleep to go; where they will dream of those dead body they clear.
so be considerate. no 1 will care how you die, no 1 will be sad about it. or even give an attention to it.
wanna die go find a better place to die; where you can bother no 1. some solution make your way to LIMBO; if you believe in 1.
but i don't believe in LIMBO, so i will choose to die in the war.
< >
today i head down to TECK WHYE to stay over till tommorrow service.
im kind of feeling real down now, for a reason. but i don't want to bother anyone around; never wanna cause inconvenience. actually i should learn to keep problem instead of sharing it.
it will really bother and waste people time listening.
even if they listen; it just wont solve the problem.
actually how i realize about; holding no air in the lung will num my brain. it's from me blowing the HARMONICA while feeling real down. where i blow out till no air left; pissingly i hold it there without any intake of air. suddenly realize my body turn abit num.
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