things really make me mad and make me sad.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
hmm..! today really a waste sia, a friend of my HAFIZ invited me to his house for dinner; his mom SAMBA dish is awesome. but why clash with today? thought can make it but end up things goes really late.
what a waste, hardly got this type of invitation, im touch when he said his mom ask me to come. really felt guilty his mom such a sincere person and i couldn't make it.
by the way today im late for service, but still manage to gather with the ITE group member; all the CL have their leadership camp so what? no big deal we still can go on with fun without those leader around.
played a JELLY FISH game which i intro it to them, i thought no 1 will be interested but amazingly their are laughingly screaming while playing the game,; im kind of touch some how.
location is at SCAPE.
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someone which i didnt see in service today; make me wonder what happen? i felt really worry some how. hope things don't goes bad. i really want to know what happen but i don't know how.
dare not ask around why is she not around; im really going mad and sad. wonder should i call her it will be really awkward, think she got a over sea trip. wish the reason that she didn't go service is because she got a over sea trip. hope her spiritual life be strong and not losing faith or get ruin by any shit stuff.
sometime things turn up in a way i couldn't forgive my self.
the midst of self unforgiven will burn hope and purpose away. where you give up everything and loose hope in all stuff.
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hmm..! today really a waste sia, a friend of my HAFIZ invited me to his house for dinner; his mom SAMBA dish is awesome. but why clash with today? thought can make it but end up things goes really late.
what a waste, hardly got this type of invitation, im touch when he said his mom ask me to come. really felt guilty his mom such a sincere person and i couldn't make it.
by the way today im late for service, but still manage to gather with the ITE group member; all the CL have their leadership camp so what? no big deal we still can go on with fun without those leader around.
played a JELLY FISH game which i intro it to them, i thought no 1 will be interested but amazingly their are laughingly screaming while playing the game,; im kind of touch some how.
location is at SCAPE.
< >
someone which i didnt see in service today; make me wonder what happen? i felt really worry some how. hope things don't goes bad. i really want to know what happen but i don't know how.
dare not ask around why is she not around; im really going mad and sad. wonder should i call her it will be really awkward, think she got a over sea trip. wish the reason that she didn't go service is because she got a over sea trip. hope her spiritual life be strong and not losing faith or get ruin by any shit stuff.
sometime things turn up in a way i couldn't forgive my self.
the midst of self unforgiven will burn hope and purpose away. where you give up everything and loose hope in all stuff.
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